Monday, April 7, 2008

deepest nocturnal thoughts

i wonder will our paths ever meet...
will you ever smile at me...
can you stop this heart from beating...

i have recently finished schooling and now the battle begins...

Thursday, April 3, 2008

is this an april fool's prank?!

"Seong Jin Kim of the Seoul Enquirer has reported that Yoochun Park also known as Micky Yoochun of Dong Bang Shin Ki is said to become a father. He has been seen around Seoul with a female by the name of Jin Ju Choi. Sources has been following the two for weeks. After seeing them attend several elite public events together as well as private dinners, it was determined that the two were in fact a couple. Recently while Micky Yoochun was away at the Dong Bang Shin Ki 3rd Asia T album tour in Japan, Jin Ju was found visiting Dr. Myung Yoo (The pediatrician used by several of Seoul’s socialites.) Sources say that Jin Ju has a noticeable bump. With all the facts listed it leads us to believe that Micky Yoochun will be a father soon."

i got this from asianfanatics....

*sits in a corner and weeps*

i wanna be happy for him but i am first and foremost sad for me T.T

Monday, February 4, 2008

30 unfinished sentences

i dont know why im doing this... but... what the heck, right?

1. Today is:
- montag

2. I should be:
- sleeping now

3. The last text message I received
was from:
- emar

4. And it said:
- hehehe... oo nga...

5. I am currently pissed off because:
- i wanna be somewhere else

6. My cellphone rings and the song
that's playing is:
- naughty girl

7. I would love to see:
- DBSK!!!!

8. If I could change my last name, it
would be:
- koizumi

9. After class, I love to:
- watch videos online

10. My favorite subject is:
- natprod

11. I liked yesterday because:
- i just slept and texted with my friends

12. But I still sort of didn't because:
- i didnt get any studying done

13. My favorite song/s right now would
have to be:
- proud

14. I sometimes forget to:
- eat that's why it's a mystery why i am still very much overweight

15. I currently have a crush on:
- micky yoochun!!

16. My favorite number/s would have to
- 5 & 25

17. When I'm in a bad mood, it's
better to just:
- sleep

18. I really can't stand:
- jealous people

19. I'd break up with my
boyfriend/girl friend right away if?
- he cheats on me

20. If I were to get stuck in an
elevator with someone, it would have
to be:
- kim jaejoong... it would be loads of fun!

21. I'd really like to improve my
grades on:
- natprod)

22. The last thing that wasn't food
that I bought with my own money is:
- does toiletries count?

23. The name of the street where I
live is:
- ruby

24. I have never ridden:
- disneyland's space mountain

25. If I won the lottery, the first
thing I would buy is:
- a jollibee franchise

26. One bad habit of mine is:
- procrastinating

27. I go/went to school at:
- erm...

28. I study there because:
- it's the BEST university!

29. One friend who is not from my
college is:
- jeannet (compepper)

30. I am currently stressed because:
- i want school to be over and dont with ASAP!!!!

whew! done!

Friday, February 1, 2008

believe it!

this is new! i actually have time to blog! YAY!

i just finished submitting a half-baked manuscript and now the wait starts... gah.. how i hate waiting... i do hope i use this free time wisely and try to hit some books or work on my powerpoint... er... I HOPE...

i am currently watching over the mountain across the river... i know... i know... it's quite old but i miss the boys outside the stage... hehehe

i cant wait to go back to japan and TRY to cross paths with them! heck! ive been to most places they shot their jap MVs!!!

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

i am JUNE

Thanks to the devil DORXIE for tagging me.

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth.
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

:: My Birth Month is...

JUNE: Thinks far with vision (yes). Easily influenced by kindness (uhm, i hope not). Polite (yes) and soft-spoken (erm..). Having ideas (yes). Sensitive (yes). Active mind (yes, main reason why i am nocturnal). Hesitating, tends to delay (yes). Choosy and always wants the best (of course!). Temperamental (unfortunately yes) . Funny and humorous (yes). Loves to joke (yes) . Good debating skills (hell yeah!). Talkative (yes) . Daydreamer (yes). Friendly (yes). Knows how to make friends (yes). Able to show character (yes). Easily hurt(uh, yeah? i guess?). Prone to getting colds (yes! i am a very sickly girl). Loves to dress up (should add loves to shop gere too! hehehe). Easily bored (yeah, that's why i am always online or text a lot). Fussy(what's this supposed to mean?). Seldom shows emotions(best actress). Takes time to recover when hurt (YES!). Brand conscious (uhm... yeah? sorry, dad!). Executive(yes). Stubborn (hard-headed too!).

:: The Twelve Months

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

:: I am tagging...

Emar, Dorxie and Prue

Monday, November 26, 2007

10 greatest inventions:

ok, i gave this a looooooooot of thought...

1. TV! TV! TV! and everything associated with it e.g. dvd, vcd, mtv, cinemas, etc...- imagine life without suicides and manic depressions there no doubt!

2. telephones - cellphones, internet, texting, etc... - my gosh! this helped me during tough times!

3. malls - sorry boys but we love shopping!!!!!!

4. on that note, apparel - can you just picture life without clothes?! guys, guys, guys...this site is rated G, puhlease take that picture somewhere else!!hahaha! bags, no shoes, no accessories, no jewelries, oh my gosh! just thinking about it makes me wanna cry! ~_~;;;

5. cameras - i love taking pictures and being photographed..ok, ok..i'm a frustrated model/photographer...

6. automobiles such as cars, boats, airplanes, etc - i love travelling so this is a must!

7. bathroom and everything associated with it - i am so glad i wasn't born during the BCEs ( before common era ) no toilets, no showers, soaps, scrubs, perfumery..thank you cleopatra!..urgh! what is that smell?!?

8. computer and internet - heck! if it wasn't for that, this wouldn't be possible now, would it? :P

9. books - yes! kinda geeky but hey! i love reading!

10. electricity - if this wasn't invented i might not be afraid of virginia woolf!

disclaimer: this list is subject to change without prior notice. please see posters and print ads for further alterations. ^_^;;

ok...this is the most use of 'associated' in an entry...gotta love it!

Friday, November 23, 2007

nostalgic mode - before i die

9/19/2005 5:30 PM

this just popped into my mind...before i die would i experience real love?! a love that's reciprocated and nourished...a love so intense we both cant live without each other like water and rain?!

makes me wanna sigh....

life's a bitch...